我被慾望拖著就要被跩入無間地獄 有時就想 放棄算了
現在總有過去的一天 但我回頭看時 只有一片黑暗
希望在前面 光明在未來 如果有什麼萬一 也只會發生再回來的那一刻
真想逃避 面對著日漸壯大的迷宮 還有那朵甩不掉的黑雲
要怎樣提著我的赤子之心 隨時隨地不知什麼時候它就要粉碎了 灰飛湮滅了 死無對證了?
跑 用力 往前衝的同時 皮肉都留在了原地 心也掉在某個段落上
之後 那條血跡就這樣跟著我 這一灘 那一灘 好像不值錢似的 對任何一個人都沒意義 不多久就被路過的蚊蠅 野狗舔噬的乾乾淨淨了 他們滿足的帶著 a piece of me 繼續過他們的生活
我並不是自願分享我的一部分 但就這樣被生吞活剝了一番 剩下的只有 不靈魂的靈魂
就如同白馬非馬
等我察覺時 一切都已經似是而非了
there are couple things i learned from year of 2007. 1) love can’t be forced, but it can grow little by little 2) feelings can’t be hide but you can lie and 3) regrets can be sux and it is so true you can’t do nothing about it. learn my lessons and life goes on.
就像發現一種從未品嚐過的好茶 然後愛上了 這樣的驚喜 又像回程的路上 看到被夕陽的金光籠照的車陣 似乎有精靈在龍骨般的街燈上跳躍 經過兩棵交頭接耳的樹 消失在太陽無法西下的山頭 走著每一步 延著潮濕的落葉 在聽不見聲音的聊聊流水旁
when they broke up, it was a rainy day right after sunset when the sky ate up the rest of the light. under a light post with the yellow hue shinning on both of them, the rain was so light that people could feel almost nothing, but for them, it stinged like needles, one by one, hundreds and thousands. Face to face, they look at each other’s eyes with no expression; seems like there’s no proper emotion to show. "It’s not a happy break up" i thought, but most of the break up are not happy, so what’s so special about this one?!, life goes on and i have to go on, too.
人是唯一會用寶貴的情感去傷害別人的動物
尤其是對越親的人傷害越大
嬰兒時我們並不會
長大後就學會了比較
有了比較就忘了愛
沒有愛就會痛苦
所以死亡是最好的安排
如果生命結束前找回被遺忘的愛
也就不虛此行了
while i was listening to Beethovan on the road or seeing a piece from Da Vinci in the museum, i couldn’t stop realize that this is an era with no master, because no one would dedicate to one thing they love and commit their lives to it . there are too many distractions on modern day life…. everyone can easily multitask, but concentrate on one thing is hard.
which is sad that no one can create music like Mozart or Bach or paintings like Van Gogh or Monet; great opera like Romeo and Juliet or Magic Flute or litertures like Hemingway or Kafka.
our technology is going forward but the rest is going backward, thus, this is an era of convenience and information and we are sacrificing anything for that, even masters in any aspect.
